There are days when I miss you.
There are days when I don’t.
Today… I don’t.
That’s sad to me.
It’s so sad.
We were decently solid.
We were on the right track. I think…
We were supposed to make it.
Or were we?
Maybe not. Maybe you just taught me all the lessons I needed to learn before I could find him.
Him. The one. The calm. The everything all at once without expecting anything at all.
Still, it hurts.
I hope you’re okay. I hope I didn’t ruin your heart. I hope you find what I believe I’ve found.
What I know I could never replace.
I want that for you.
I want you to feel overflowed with love and joy and still feel calm somehow.
I want you to feel…
Like he makes me feel everday.
I’m sorry this is the way it turned out. I’m sorry that a part of me still loves you and that there’s nothing that will change that.
But also… I’m not sorry. I know you deserve her, and she wasn’t me.
Just like you weren’t him.